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I'm Not Leaving , I Just Stop My Care
i dunch hate you , i'm just disappointed you turn into everything you say never be ..
finally tomorrow its my OFF day ferhs this week ! suppose having a OFF on thursday =/ but then ,
i give up my off day , due to i wanna work OT+Leave ~ so work hard & tired myself =[
well , like the picture show - my mood wasnt that good ferhs the past few day D:
knowing what i dislike , why still wanna do ferhs me ?! .. somemore , the worse part
is still arguing with me ~ i know i shouldnt scold you , SORRY ! even tot everything is alright ,
i hope you dunch repeat it again uhh ~ PLEASEEEEEEEE .
sometime you just gonna be you own hero and save your own little heart ..
because sometime the people you cant imagine living without you can
actually live without you .
if i'm down would you notice how i felt ? how tired i have been along ?
or must wait till i really break down ? .. i doesnt know how long this will goes on , but sooner
i cant take it anymore D: like i say , i doesnt know where i stand anymore ..
where the old guy i once knew past 2 years back ? share everything with me ?
being sweet with me , buying me barley , buying my favorite food ?
pamper me , cared me ? i felt important to you ? feeding me eat ?
whenever we having a conversation , without saying ; you know what my next sentence ..
where all our sweet moments gona too ? i know we are working right now , hardly have
time to spend together .. we spend like once a week one time together ='/ i know .
why just cant that one day be sweet everytime ? why every off day seem like quarrelling
over something ?! Simple , because you wasnt that sweet & understanding & giving in anymore ..
sooner , i doesnt know who actually you are . you just longer not that guy once i knew from the start .
& not because i love to argue with you because of your work staff ~
because i'm jealous , i just lost courage to myself because she pretty than me ..
the girl who laughs and talks aloads and seems very happy ,
is also the girl who may cry herself to sleep .
we get disappointed from people cause we expect
them to do the same thing we do for them .
