There Is No True Love Without Jealousy

 

you're not afraid to love , you're just afraid of not being loved back ..

 

 HELLO READER :D

i'm OFF today (: & i spend my day with my dearest boyfriend .

suppose go out get { deyuan } 21st birthday gift .. end up , i pamper myself a

 

" LV BAGG "

as ferhs my advance 21st gift ferhs MYSELF =P i been craving sooo sooo soooooo long ~~

YESHHH , finally got it & its cost me a bomb $1,220 !! D: GOSHHHH .. & i'm not suppose using

my another bank money >: due to that was my SAVING uh ! yet , now i'm using T.T

well , gonna earn back & put back lerhs ='/ arghhhhh ! siannnn .

HAPPY STILL , knowing that i wont anyhow change bag anymore (:

 

Photo Taken Today :::

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sometimes you have to choose between trying one more time , or starting over ..

I Miss The Feelings You Used To Give Me

if you love somebody , better tell them while they're here ..

HELLO EVERYONE
tomorrow its my OFF DAY (: HAPPY GIRL . weeeeett ! & then , sooner
pay day uh =P honestly speaking , i'm broking real freaking soon uh D': that feeling was SUCK .
& i never felt this way ~ somemore , JUNE ! gonna spend aloads aloads T.T
plea--seeee JUNE , be a smooth month can ? its my 21st birthday day ~~~

well , below picture was my working friends :D both of them was awesome .
we joke around & laughs together ! anyway , three of us will FULL TIME at PLAZ SING ~
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i want to refresh my mind , clear all my problems and just have fun with life ..

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It Sucks Being Single Sometime

 

the hardest decision is deciding whether to " walk away " or " try harder " ..

 

i doesnt who am i actually now ~ i seem to lost my way in everything !

doesnt have mood ferhs EVERYTHING .. i doesnt know what i suppose to do anymore ..

i just cant stand when we quarrel , you start to bring all my Mistake out ..

somemore , everything we said start anew & then you start bringing my mistake everything out ~

 

YES , i trusted you . i know you didnt did anything unfaithful to me ~ i'm just mad that

what she message you ~ YET ? you didnt tell me ! all you say was she asking about hair stuff ?!

skypeee ? chatting ? FUCK ! what am i ?! thinking back , my tears rolling down !

who understand my feeling right now ?!

 

BITCH , you have a boyfriend , why sending him KISSING EMOTION ?

smlj siahs ! if i message your boyfriend KISSING EMOTION you happy anot ?! CB .

i really cant stand it !! CHEEEBYEEEE UHHH .

 

ferhs now , i really hate staying at home or doing nothing !

my tears tend to roll down whenever i start thinking ~ really wanna slap you .

its been so long since i felt fucking CHEEBYEEE JEALOUS .

learning to stand my feet up again . there no ones gonna care ferhs me . loves me like princess .
i'm back to alone ~ with nothing left ! i keep telling myself , time to move on ; but
why my mind keep thinking till him ?! already have someone helping you
message morning & night message ? WHAT THE FUCK YOU WORRYING right now ?!
he can tell her everything happen . LONGER NOT YOU . WAKE UP .
stop hoping he would turn up to find you .. STOP ALL THE DREAMING KOH YING YING .
 

i can control myself not to see and hear you

 but really i can't control myself not to think and have feelings ferhs you ..

What's Real Doesn't Fade Away

 

we dunch lose friends , we just learn who our real ones are ..

 

finally tomorrow its my OFF day ~ & i'm going ferhs injection D: seriously , sian !

Yes , i have regretted uh ~ what done is done cant be un-done T.T

& that injection gonna cost me $200 ?! or even $200++ !! somemore , my currently

money gonna finish real soon .. somemore , this month pay will mostly spend during June T.T

YES , money hard to earn ! spending its like FREE FLOW ~~~~

 

money these few day ferhs me super tight liddat >: June , most of my beloved friends 21st birthday .

need buy those gift ~ somemore , my birthday celebration coming real soon also !

its the last year i plan to celebrate my birthday , i really wanna make NICE NICE ..

 

 

sometimes i wish i could delete feelings the way i delete text messages ..

I Love You , Even When I Hate You

 

forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness ..

 

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finally create my 21st Birthday Invited Picture ferhs my lovely friends !!

whats now is hoping they could turn up ~~ as its will be my last time create this events

ferhs myself already ! would be appreciate it if you guys turn up =D

 

never chase anyone .

a person who appreciates you will always walk with you ~

I Hate Arguing , But I Hate Holding Shit In

 

it's sad when you realize you aren't as important to someone as you thought you were ..

 

HELLO HELLO HELLO READER :D

its my OFF days (: spend my day with Babe & Hunk ~

- meet { boyfriend } at " paya lebra " mrt station ..

- headed to " paris ris " settle our lunch & bus down to " downtown " meet { meifoong } (:

- { peekee } join us after that ~ book { meifonng } chalet !

- & train down to " vivo city " , walk around & { pamela } meet us about 6pm .

- { craven } came to join us 6plus ^^

- walk around & dinner settle at " kim gary restaurant " ..

- all went home around 8 plus liddat ~ due to tomorrow working D:

 

Pictures Ferhs Today :D

 

 just hope things would be better arhs ..

 

dunch rush anything , when the time is right , it will happen ..