Only If Time Turn Back 2 Year Back Again
sleeping is nice ; you forget about everything ferhs a little while .
things ferhs me wasnt that smooth ='[ its really break me down .
friendship & relationship ; was a big mess right fucking now ~ & there no one i could actually
turn to & making them understand me T.T all my friends around me , i felt so unfamiliar ..
they wasnt those person i used to know ='/ YES , i know people do change , i should accept it ..
But then , its they change till i doesnt know them & i felt they will hurt me or even backstabbing me =[
the feeling was like scary , you people understand ?!
another problem is , people around me .. its like two faces D: FUCK MY LIFE ?!
i doesnt know what to say ~ but aren't you guys tired being two faces ?! why cant life be like
happy go work & off day having fun ?! why must be so complicated ?!
as ferhs my relationship , i doesnt where to start . he wasnt the guy i used know anymore ..
yes i'm a easy jealous person . hard to handle me . things never please me i would piss off .
princess attitude , expect much ; cause i willing do that much ferhs you .
LASTLY : i hate people mess my relationship or my men ..
i know its nothing , but then everything happen because of that Group Chat >:
i doesnt like my men handphone have other girl/women photo , i know he delete it .
the point is WO BU XI HUAN ! simple . but , why cant he just understand it ?!
shouldnt mention much over here uh ! i just wanna left this world . just a moments , at least
i know who would be the one who worrying ferhs me .. tired of living !
photo taken on 25 August 2013
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the rest photo will upload at Facebook once i free barhs =/
my love life will never be satisfactory until someone runs through
an airport to stop me from getting on a flight ..
Do You Ever Just Sit There And Think “ Why Am I Not Rich ? "
a guy wants to show off the good women he
wins ;
as for me , i want to show off the faithful man i can keep ..
HELLO READER ^^
back to Sunday , was my OFF day & i spend my day with { zoe , sweeyan , samson & wenlai } :D
suppose to have { chermaine & david } but they wsnt free =/ nothing special , but most
important we meet up & catch up together =D { sam } went off around 6pm D:
{ sweeyan , zoe , wenlai , boyfriend & i } went to watch movie " The Conjuring " freaking scary !
damnn it ~~ ROARSSS ! movie ended around 9.30pm ; { zoe } went to meet her love .
{ sweeyan & wenlai } taxi home . { boyfriend & i } went to have late dinner .
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As ferhs today , its my OFF day .. { grandma } bring me go pray =/ & then meet sister { sister }
at " Bugis " .. shop around & bought Bikini ferhs my Taiwan Trip ? hahahahahaha !
botten right side is my NEW BIKINI =P NICEEEEE ?
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went home around 4 plus =/ kinda tireddd ! weather so HOT D: KILLINGGG MEEEEE .
starting my September , OFF day will be on Monday & Thursday ! longer no more Sunday .
but then , if anyone wanna meet me on Sunday , i could change my OFF days ^^ no worry .
working life ? as usual .. ferhs now , i need my pay badly !! YESHH , BADDLYYY ~
anyway , cant wait ferhs my Taiwan Trip uhhh ~
{ Little Bear } going his camp real soon like 21 More Days T.T waaaaa , if meeting him -
only can meet weekends siahs ~~ ROARS . i dunch like to use " FOREVER " this word ..
whenever i say " FOREVER " i meant what i said ! like now i'm gonna said :
no matter what happen , i will FOREVER wanna keep contact him ! i doesnt wanna lost contact
with him ~ & he will always stay in my heart (: 2 years , i hope you faster over !
9 more days , its another anniversary arrive 2 Years 11 Month .
someone who truly loves you will be angry at you ferhs so many things ,
but will always stick around ..
I Want To Be The Person You're Scared To Lose
stop worrying about people that aren't worried about you ..
HELLO EVERYONE ..
photo taken Yesterday my OFF day ~ went to watch " smurf 2 " not really that nice =/
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my hair is getting thicker each day & i'm getting piss off by it D: arghhh ! wanna get rid of my hair >:
but then , how could i get rid my hair when my face is CIRCLE -.-" cut shorter i will look more FATTER .
arghhh ~ doesnt know how to handle my irritating hair D:
i'm not being unreasonable , sometime i also need someone care ! most of all , i wanna feel loved by you .
how can a relationship without a protection ?! ='/ YES , i have think ferhs future , worrying
this & that , scare this & that ~ BUT , do you ever think ferhs future ?! did you ask yourself
how you gonna pamper me or even can you able to yang me ?!
i really have no idea from you =[
( if your girlfriend doesn't like that bitch , you dunch talk to that bitch .. )
all i need is someone who can stay no matter how hard it is to be with me ..
