I Made A Wish & Didnt Came True
if i get mad at you , that means i still care ; worry when i dunch get mad ..
there nothing much to update about my life ~ as usual , NOTHING SPECIAL =/
sometime , my thinking was life is all about working working working !
photo taken yesterday :::
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only uploads some photo (: the rest will uploads at Facebook .
tomorrow its Public Holiday & i'm spending at work !! mood like 50-50 ~ why ? because ,
Happy is : got extra leave (:
Sad is : knowing tomorrow will be aloads people :(
hahahaa ~~ so yarhs , that simple ferhs all !
" treat your girl like how you wanna other treat your mum "
sometimes i hate getting close to people because i think they will just eventually
walk out of my life no matter how close we are ..
I Tried My Best For You & Even That Wasn't Enough
i wish we could choose which memories to remember ..
HELLO EVERYONE :D
these few day been happening aloads stuff & then , i doesnt know how to handle .
firstly , was family problem ! staying with old people , really FUCK UP .
secondly , as usual life ; relationship .
thirdly , friendship problem .
back to today , went to watch " Iron Man 3 " (: & then back home to do some
personal thing .. & headed to meet { shindy & his boy } .. taxi down to { chewshih's } 21st birthday .
felt weird & un-easy feeling ?! =/ well , luckily there is { shindy & boyfriend } =D
didnt manage to stay long ferhs her birthday cake , due to need rush home !
tomorrow working ='/ sian right !? so yarhs , taxi home (: was luckily we walking out just
nice a taxi drive pass ^^ short photo ferhs the day :::
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its was my first time attend friend 21st birthday =/ somehow , feeling was different as i expected =X
well , its alright (: hehee . after all , hope she enjoy her birthday celebration ..
Yes , i dumb enough ferhs helping him . but , at least after all this ! i know how so call
stupid i am right ~ too easily trust people -.-" hais . i know he doesnt meant to lost it .
aiyarhs , i doesnt know what to say about it too ~ happen also happen liaos ! whats more is ,
i forgive him , not because i not angry ! its because i know everyone will make mistake ~
somemore this was the first time he did this mistake to me ~ everyone do deserve
second chance , am i right ? ... (:
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Relationship
WHAT TO SAY ?! HAIS ?!
seriously , there no words express my feeling right now uh ~ he turn my day ; but
at the same time he destroy my day ! i admit i'm stubborn , i'm easily get angry or piss off .
that me , & nothing could change on me ! i was born this way ~ sometime , i just need
more love than you expect ~ more care than you expect ! or even more understanding !
always quarrel , or argument , i expect he will make the first move to talk to me or
hong me .. but then , Speechless ~ " fat hope " ferhs myself . or somehow call , WAIT LONG LONG .
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well , shall end here ! cause i'm totally speechless .
many relationships fail not because the people involved
dunch love each other but because the timing just isn't right ..
Sometimes You Win , Sometimes You Learn
a billion feelings , a thousand thoughts , hundreds of memories .
HELLO READER , sorry been so long no update due to currently i have found myself a job (:
one week , 5 days work =/ somemore that outlet always start work at 12pm ..
no choice , have to start work ! if not gonna broke ~
these few day , mood up & down ! somemore i admit , easily get piss off uh D: DAMN .
the feeling like nothing goes right ?! hais .. what wrong with me these few day siahs >:
{ boyfriend } , getting irritating D: already say i dunch like how he disturb me , he do again -.-"
then is like , he dunch go ferhs SWEET type , instead of HARD type .. then , complain
i wasnt that " SWEET " .. what the .... =C
meeting friends also getting lesser , all busy working working working D: no time
ferhs outing also T.T kinda miss my friends . hope everyone is doing FINE (:
i guess that simple ferhs today , just update doesnt wanna feel my blog is somehow DEAD .
SO YARHS , HOPE TO SEE MY FRIEND AROUND =P
if a girl leans towards you , kiss her . if a girl's hand is free , hold it .
and if she's upset , hug her till she's okay (:
" Love " It's A Powerful Word , Don't Use It Carelessly
dunch respect someone ferhs making a promise , respect the ferhs keeping it ..
back to yesterday , meet boyfriend 3 plus almost 4pm at " vivo city " ~
settle our super late lunch at Foodcourt (: PEPPERR LUNCHH !
hmmm , can i have SUGARR LUNCHH instead ? LOL -.-" trying be lame i know ..
well , after that - walk around & had dessert =D & then headed to " Sentosa " walk walk (:
picture shall do the rest talking (:
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Below Pictures :
taken by " ME ME ME " :D nice right ? got until photographer style ? =P
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HERE A SHORT SILDE SHOW OF US :D ENJOYYYYY ~~~ :D
things ferhs us wasnt smooth enough , but till - someday plea-see show
some understanding & try to understand my feeling . thanks loves !
i want someone who's willing to pick me up ,
dust me off , kiss me , forgive me & willing to be there no matter what ..
