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It Sucks Being Single Sometime

 

the hardest decision is deciding whether to " walk away " or " try harder " ..

 

i doesnt who am i actually now ~ i seem to lost my way in everything !

doesnt have mood ferhs EVERYTHING .. i doesnt know what i suppose to do anymore ..

i just cant stand when we quarrel , you start to bring all my Mistake out ..

somemore , everything we said start anew & then you start bringing my mistake everything out ~

 

YES , i trusted you . i know you didnt did anything unfaithful to me ~ i'm just mad that

what she message you ~ YET ? you didnt tell me ! all you say was she asking about hair stuff ?!

skypeee ? chatting ? FUCK ! what am i ?! thinking back , my tears rolling down !

who understand my feeling right now ?!

 

BITCH , you have a boyfriend , why sending him KISSING EMOTION ?

smlj siahs ! if i message your boyfriend KISSING EMOTION you happy anot ?! CB .

i really cant stand it !! CHEEEBYEEEE UHHH .

 

ferhs now , i really hate staying at home or doing nothing !

my tears tend to roll down whenever i start thinking ~ really wanna slap you .

its been so long since i felt fucking CHEEBYEEE JEALOUS .

learning to stand my feet up again . there no ones gonna care ferhs me . loves me like princess .
i'm back to alone ~ with nothing left ! i keep telling myself , time to move on ; but
why my mind keep thinking till him ?! already have someone helping you
message morning & night message ? WHAT THE FUCK YOU WORRYING right now ?!
he can tell her everything happen . LONGER NOT YOU . WAKE UP .
stop hoping he would turn up to find you .. STOP ALL THE DREAMING KOH YING YING .
 

i can control myself not to see and hear you

 but really i can't control myself not to think and have feelings ferhs you ..