I Tried My Best For You & Even That Wasn't Enough
i wish we could choose which memories to remember ..
HELLO EVERYONE :D
these few day been happening aloads stuff & then , i doesnt know how to handle .
firstly , was family problem ! staying with old people , really FUCK UP .
secondly , as usual life ; relationship .
thirdly , friendship problem .
back to today , went to watch " Iron Man 3 " (: & then back home to do some
personal thing .. & headed to meet { shindy & his boy } .. taxi down to { chewshih's } 21st birthday .
felt weird & un-easy feeling ?! =/ well , luckily there is { shindy & boyfriend } =D
didnt manage to stay long ferhs her birthday cake , due to need rush home !
tomorrow working ='/ sian right !? so yarhs , taxi home (: was luckily we walking out just
nice a taxi drive pass ^^ short photo ferhs the day :::
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its was my first time attend friend 21st birthday =/ somehow , feeling was different as i expected =X
well , its alright (: hehee . after all , hope she enjoy her birthday celebration ..
Yes , i dumb enough ferhs helping him . but , at least after all this ! i know how so call
stupid i am right ~ too easily trust people -.-" hais . i know he doesnt meant to lost it .
aiyarhs , i doesnt know what to say about it too ~ happen also happen liaos ! whats more is ,
i forgive him , not because i not angry ! its because i know everyone will make mistake ~
somemore this was the first time he did this mistake to me ~ everyone do deserve
second chance , am i right ? ... (:
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Relationship
WHAT TO SAY ?! HAIS ?!
seriously , there no words express my feeling right now uh ~ he turn my day ; but
at the same time he destroy my day ! i admit i'm stubborn , i'm easily get angry or piss off .
that me , & nothing could change on me ! i was born this way ~ sometime , i just need
more love than you expect ~ more care than you expect ! or even more understanding !
always quarrel , or argument , i expect he will make the first move to talk to me or
hong me .. but then , Speechless ~ " fat hope " ferhs myself . or somehow call , WAIT LONG LONG .
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well , shall end here ! cause i'm totally speechless .
many relationships fail not because the people involved
dunch love each other but because the timing just isn't right ..
