Love Never Fails , People Fail On Love
we dunch lose friends , we just learn who our real ones are ..
nothing special , working life =/ tomorrow & thursday to go ~~~
2pm-10pm ~~ & i'm gonna enjoy my OFF days !
sometime , i should stop caring people too much ~ its time to let people
care me more than i caring people ! even though i always think ferhs people ;
& who will think ferhs me ? people are selfish ~ just like what { deyuan } told
me last nigh , " we expect too much cause we're willing to do so much
more ferhs them ... " & i wondering , who willing do that much ferhs me ?
WHO WHO WHO
??? is there anyone ?? i believe NONE ! YES , these few day being EMO =[
i have no idea why too ~~ cause i felt there no ones actually care me T.T
lets say Birthday ! when-ever my friends birthday , i will surprise them !
prepare those spacial gift/present ferhs them ... & leaving them a best memories ..
think back mine ? FUCK IT .. who making effort ferhs mine ?! WHO ? NONE !
all was i'm planning myself or what-so-ever uhh ~ who gonna turn my day ?
NONE ! who gonna prepare special stuff ferhs me ? NONE !
its time ferhs me not caring people too much anymore ~ somehow , i felt i
going MISSING ~ so i could know who actually notice me & care ferhs me ..
i lost myself ! making so much effort who gonna appreciate me ?!
who treasure me as FRIENDS ? who out there ?! ...
i usually keep things to myself because in reality ; no one really cares ..
