My Heart Knows Things My Mind Can't Explain

i can smile even when i'm hiding aloads of tears behind my smile ..

" Monday Monday Monday "

& i'm spend my day at home (: like i say weather killing people >:

seriously , i really find myself a job like real soon ?! OMGGG , kinda funny - when i'm working ,

i'm like so busy having so many plan , no time to attend & then , when i'm not working ,

i have aloads time - yet no events ? no plan ? seriously , DAMN IT .

arghh ~ somehow , i have that piss feeling D:

well , 4 more days ! guess what ~ its Hungry Ghost Festive D: this was the month i'm scare of T.T

yess ! i'm scary-ily cat luhs ~~ well , say me " pan-tan " or whatever luhs , that me .

so yarhs ! gonna becareful everything lerhs ~ dunch anyhow pick up things .. or anyhow kick stuff ..

hmmmm , i guess thats simple ferhs all ?! pictures taken on :::

` 11 August 2012 - Part One

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* a girl asked a boy if she was pretty ; he said no.
she asked him if he wanted to be with her forever .. ; he said no
she then asked him , if he would cry if she walked away .. ; he again said no.
she had heard too much & she needed to leave ..
as she walked away , he grabbed her arm and told her to stay , he said ,
" you're not pretty , you're beautiful .. i dunch want to be with you forever ,
i need to be with you forever ; i wouldn't cry if you walked away , i would die . "

God , stop your fooling around me will you .. ?! that feeling doesnt feel right at all ~

YES , i use to be Greedy Girl .. but , that was past liaos ! why are you letting me feel so blessing now ?!

sending me such a nice guy ?! what are you hinting me ?! would you appear my dream

& tell me o.o sighh ~ i'm speechless ! RRROOOAAARRSSSSSS D:

( what others think of me is none of my business , so i dunch pay attention to their opinions .. )

dunch judge me until you know me , dunch underestimate me until you challenge me

 and dunch talk about me until you talk to me ..